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\u0130nsano\u011flu i\u00e7ine f\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 toplumun her t\u00fcrl\u00fc k\u00fclt\u00fcrel etkisine maruz kal\u0131r ve hayat\u0131 bundan ibaret sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in de bu duruma \u00e7abuk al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. \u00a0Zira, insan al\u0131\u015fan bir varl\u0131kt\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7inde bulundu\u011fu d\u00fczene al\u0131\u015f\u0131r, ya\u015fam ko\u015fullar\u0131na, zaman\u0131n ve mek\u00e2n\u0131n imkanlar\u0131na al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. \u00d6yle al\u0131\u015f\u0131r ki al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feyin bir g\u00fcn olmayabilece\u011fini akl\u0131na bile getirmez.<\/p>\n
Nesneler ve e\u015fyan\u0131n tabiat\u0131yla uyum i\u00e7erisindeki insan, al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 etraf\u0131ndaki di\u011fer insanlara y\u00fckler. Ve insanlar \u00f6zelinde i\u00e7selle\u015ftirir. Bu insanlarla kurdu\u011fu ba\u011f onun hayat\u0131 anlamland\u0131rmas\u0131na ve ya\u015fama de\u011fer katmas\u0131na vesile olur. En derin ve vazge\u00e7meyece\u011fi al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ise kendisi i\u00e7in \u201c\u00f6zel<\/strong>\u201d olarak belirledi\u011fi ki\u015fileredir.<\/p>\n Bu ki\u015filerin g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcne al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Sesine, ilgisine, sevgisi ve kendisine a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olan \u00f6zel alan\u0131na al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu kimseler onun i\u00e7in ya\u015fam\u0131n merkezidir, nefes ve cand\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n Buraya kadar her \u015fey normalken; s\u00fcrekli olacaklar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, hep ayn\u0131 yerde bulaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 insanlar\u0131n \u201csessizle\u015fmesi\u201d<\/strong> b\u00fcy\u00fck bir travma yarat\u0131r. Bir g\u00fcn gelir varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 garanti olan\u0131n yerinde olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, yok oldu\u011funu hisseder hatta g\u00f6r\u00fcr. B\u00fcy\u00fck bir bo\u015fluk ve u\u00e7urumu deneyimler.<\/p>\n Bu durumun kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 ise sadece sessizliktir. Ne b\u00fcy\u00fck kavgalar ne g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc ve ne de veda. Sadece derin bir sessizlik \u00e7\u00f6ker i\u00e7ine\u2026 B\u00fcy\u00fcyen mesafeler, k\u0131salan c\u00fcmleler ve anlam\u0131n\u0131 sa\u00e7mal\u0131k olarak de\u011fi\u015ftirmi\u015f ya\u015fam alg\u0131s\u0131 kaplar i\u00e7ini.\u00a0 Geni\u015f zamanlar daral\u0131r, saatler s\u00fcren d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler birka\u00e7 kelimeye bile \u00e7ok gelir.<\/p>\n Sonra ne mi olur?<\/p>\n Al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u2026 Hayat\u0131n\u0131n merkezindeki insan veya insanlar yava\u015f yava\u015f tozlu raflar\u0131nda yerini al\u0131r. \u00c7ok uza\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f an\u0131lara d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmeye ba\u015flar. Ancak, bu s\u0131rada seni y\u0131kan bir \u015fey ortaya \u00e7\u0131kar. Gidenler sadece kendilerini g\u00f6t\u00fcrmemi\u015ftir \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Hayallerin de gitmi\u015ftir. Kurdu\u011fun yar\u0131nlar, tutulan eller, izlenen filmler, dinlenen \u015fark\u0131lar, s\u00f6ylenen na\u011fmeler de ard\u0131ndan\u2026<\/p>\n Hepsi sahipsiz kal\u0131r. Kanad\u0131 olmayan bir ku\u015f gibi \u00e7aresiz, y\u00fcksek yuvas\u0131nda hapseder kendisine. Ve geriye sen dedi\u011fimiz bo\u015f bir beden kal\u0131r. Evindeki e\u015fyalar\u0131n \u00fczerine sinmi\u015f an\u0131lar, pencerenin silinmi\u015f puslu manzaras\u0131, rengini kaybetmi\u015f g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc ve mutlulu\u011funa k\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir s\u00fcr\u00fc insan\u2026 Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey eskisi gibi de\u011fildir art\u0131k…<\/p>\n Sonra g\u00f6z\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6rmedi\u011fi, zifiri karanl\u0131ktaki uzun geceler gelir. Uykuya hasret, r\u00fcyaya yeminli koyu bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n getirisi olan kimsesizlik\u2026<\/p>\n Ard\u0131ndan kimliksiz bir r\u00fczg\u00e2r, sallar a\u011fac\u0131n yapraklar\u0131n\u0131! Evet, biliyoruz ki yaprak a\u011faca aittir ve ne kadar uza\u011fa savrulsa da kalbi dal\u0131nda atar. Gemi de limanda g\u00fcvendedir. Ama, gemi limanda beklemek i\u00e7in yap\u0131lmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Her \u015fey kendi tabiat\u0131na, zaman ve mekan\u0131na aittir. Bunun aksi ge\u00e7ici bir durum olup karars\u0131zl\u0131k<\/strong> haline sebeptir.<\/p>\n Lakin, hayat\u0131n ak\u0131\u015f\u0131 karars\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kabul etmez. Ve senin se\u00e7medi\u011fin karar\u0131n yerine kendisini koyarak yoluna devam eder. Ve sen bu yolun \u00e7aresiz ve mecbur yolcusu olarak tan\u0131mlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir\u00e7ok bilinmezin yerine ve ad\u0131na \u201cKADER\u201d<\/strong> der al\u0131\u015f\u0131r gidersin…<\/p>\n O y\u00fczden korkar\u0131z, al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131zdan vazge\u00e7mek istemeyiz. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n yer can\u0131n\u0131 yaksa da bilinmezli\u011fi g\u00f6ze alamaz, tercih etmezsin. \u0130\u00e7selle\u015ftirilmi\u015f \u00e7aresizli\u011fin yerine yeni olan bir \u015feyi koymak istemezsin. Sorgulamazs\u0131n bile al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n Ve ya\u015farken al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131na tutulur, \u00e2\u015f\u0131k olursun. O y\u00fczden \u201cinsan al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131d\u0131r<\/strong>\u201d der rutinlerine devam edersin. Sonra da \u201cneden bunlar hep benim ba\u015f\u0131ma geliyor<\/strong>\u201d der yak\u0131n\u0131r durursun.<\/p>\n Kendi hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ya\u015famak, \u00e7al\u0131nt\u0131 hayatlarda bize verilmi\u015f s\u00fcreyi ziyan etmemek u\u011fruna rutinlerimizin sabit kalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131, de\u011fi\u015fim ve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcme a\u00e7\u0131k sorgulanm\u0131\u015f bir ya\u015fam diliyor, sevgi ve sayg\u0131lar sunuyorum\u2026<\/p>\n *<\/p>\n H\u00dcSEY\u0130N KANZA<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u0130nsano\u011flu i\u00e7ine f\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 toplumun her t\u00fcrl\u00fc k\u00fclt\u00fcrel etkisine maruz kal\u0131r ve hayat\u0131 bundan ibaret sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in de bu duruma \u00e7abuk al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. \u00a0Zira, insan al\u0131\u015fan bir varl\u0131kt\u0131r. \u0130\u00e7inde bulundu\u011fu d\u00fczene al\u0131\u015f\u0131r, ya\u015fam ko\u015fullar\u0131na, zaman\u0131n ve mek\u00e2n\u0131n imkanlar\u0131na al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. \u00d6yle al\u0131\u015f\u0131r ki al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feyin bir g\u00fcn olmayabilece\u011fini akl\u0131na bile getirmez. Nesneler ve e\u015fyan\u0131n tabiat\u0131yla uyum i\u00e7erisindeki insan, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":3783,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,10,8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3782","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-balikesir","category-bursa","category-istanbul"],"views":755,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/marmarahabermerkezi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3782","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/marmarahabermerkezi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/marmarahabermerkezi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marmarahabermerkezi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marmarahabermerkezi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3782"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/marmarahabermerkezi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3782\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3785,"href":"https:\/\/marmarahabermerkezi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3782\/revisions\/3785"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marmarahabermerkezi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3783"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/marmarahabermerkezi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3782"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marmarahabermerkezi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3782"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/marmarahabermerkezi.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3782"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}